The girl butterfly
I'm still waiting but I will not answer call. I know that my silence will destroy us both, I still do not know what to say. And do not get my ideas, 'm not sure what to do. This roller coaster of emotions is doing puzzles with my heart. These bones, the skin withered, these ribs, the tibia and the fibula and these tendons with tendinitis store and protect not only the soul of a little girl; butterfly larva, with vibrant colors and bold like a cool summer evening ... This small child has adult responsibilities and 18 with DNI, but the full view of those around her still a girl aged figure who no longer plays with dolls but with words and computers.
And rather than use 9 heels and miniskirts is dancing until dawn on anyone you forget that the worm is afraid and who loved to bite her friends from the nest. is such a little girl who can not run marathons, his legs are not so bad, can not watch movies "adult" but you have to read their stories and make up stories with my eyes open and play the "house" before leaving to sleep.
Their parents will live forever in the denial stage.
She can not write, she can not leave, she can not love, she can not change of career, she will NOT be happy living the role, she knows nothing of life, she can not take risks. She is our beloved little larva, but NEVER butterfly ...
In his desperate attempt to keep the world and the evils that afflict the earth, completely forgot how miserable living has been trapped for so many years. Do not know who actually live to write, who has dreams bigger than most people, who is madly in love, he has learned much about life to diecitantos years. Their wings were hidden always bigger than his heart. What so far failed to understand however, why this is so worried, why refuse to let go, why it so difficult to accept that there is a girl ...
When was she just did not expect the girl who did not want that changed their lives forever.
So why worry? Do the hours without sleep? really love her madly precipitated ended things, with less alcohol and more light would say not worth it. It
so, the history of this larva stuck to that, from false pampering and care, their freedom has been denied.
I can not ask you to love her for what it is, is not nobody the end of the day. Or ask the wait much less than what it takes to become a butterfly, because it would rob the time and opportunity to be happy maybe with another person. I want to be the most selfish larva around my garden, but if anything I learned from my jailers is that the happiness of others always weigh more in our consciences and see you unhappy and will eventually destroy what is left of my ungrateful heart.
Get me your requirements and I will see what I can do ...
I want to be free
not answer, do not shout; learn to accept my instructions said nothing
"dictator?
Thanks, but I have my own opinion and my own brain
Why are you so?
Just ask your DNA
Image: "A sense of disappointment" of HarlequinFever on DeviantArt